i want to tell you so much. how?

i want so much to move on but it just seems so difficult. i want so much to talk to you like we used to but it’s almost impossible now. have i really missed the boat? :(

i miss you like crazy. i think about you all the time. i want you so badly. i want you in my arms. i wanna lay beside you. i wanna tell you how much you mean to me. i want to be selfish and have you to myself. i want you to want me that much. i hope i don’t lose my mind.

i get so reminded of you but perhaps it’s not meant to be. i cannot bring myself to tell you.

i think my cables are mismatched. i’m thinking too much and probably the wrong way. i don’t know what to think anymore, i don’t know what to make of it. I feel lost.

Went shopping at galaxy mall today. Was supposed to watch 2012 but we couldn’t get tickets, yet again. Disappointing but that’s fine. Bought 2 more dresses today and some cleaning stuff. :)

had vietnamese pho for lunch and delicious chinese cuisine for dinner. now i’m back home relaxing. gonna have some wine with my cousin-in-law in a bit. living the life. me likey.

It’s so hard to make it clear. Not especially when im just being taken for a ride. I’m serious. You’re not. We both have commitment issues. Wrong timing. Yet again.

I’m falling but you can’t be there to catch me. Perhaps I’m too late. But if I was patient, could it work?